" It's the DIARY man.....which can tell everything to us."
" Mujhe laga kisi ladki ka fone no dene ke liya immediately bulaya hai......haak yaar!.. sara mood kharap kar diya.." replied Santosh jokingly. I said," I forgot to tell you but wen I was his roommate I used to notice that he maintained a Diary and his best friend was his diary." "Hmm.." Santosh said while thinking something. "Okey, kal uss diary ko dhundenge..... par kahan??" asked Santosh with a gloomy face. "His home dude" I replied. But I wanted to know something else also. The thing which was hidden from everybody. The thing which only Pawan and his X knew in our college and nobody else and that is the ' Darkest Secret '. "Sun pehle se start karte hain.." Santosh suggested something and I could see the twinkling stars in his eyes. "Kya karen??" I replied. "Uske ghar ko jane se pehle uska room dekh lete hain" told Santosh. I was feeling like as if I was asked to see Grudge-II sitting alone in room. "Are u nuts?? Abhi jayega?" I said restlessly. "Naik kaam main deri kyun" laughed Santosh saying this. I jus didnt tell anything and went out of the room to get some fresh air. But in my mind I wanted to know some thing. It was well said that "wer there is a will there is a way". There is WILL with me and I have found out the WAY for that WILL.
During the dinner time I saw Raju , Pawan's roommate sitting and was eating quitly. I could understand that he was quite disturbed by the act and the scene he faced. I also heard from Manas, Raju's present roommate , yesterday that Raju wakes up at night and he always remains quite disturbed all the time. He still not able to get over that matter. I went near Raju and asked wat was the matter. He said ," Yaar mujhe kuch accha nahin lagta..I feel as if he is always there doing facebook near me and talking in fone.....". Really I could also feel the same thing bcoz I had lost my FIRST ROOMMATE of my first ever hostel life. I truly missed him. And this was the reason I wanted to know the meaning of "how could she do this to me". I really wanted to know wat that Girl did with Pawan that made him take such a step.
For the 1st time I went to college after that incident. I saw nothing had changed. Still there wer only 2 buses for Day-scholars and the bus superintendent Mr. Sinha-the Pirate Sir was still saying," Give a written application to the Princi (NO Principal at that moment) and we will look forward to it". Still the money for the Tech fest was not sanctioned and hence this year also there would be events with no prize money in the fest. And even now our Branch teachers wer busy with their stuffs. And hence no1 to teach us in our last semester. But there was something which had changed and no1 noticed that. That Pawan was no more and his beloved gf was with somebody else who was still THE LORD VOLDEMORT for us. First day went like dat with no such event and everybody started preparing for the GATE exam. Meanwhile a close friend Swadhin Mota, who was out of station for his CCNA certification along with Bhawani and Deshraj, was back home and was shocked on hearing this news.
"I told you na Rik, that girl is not good. You know her face was like that only. But this is not the reason for his suicide?" Swadhin spoke from the other side of the fone. "That's what dude? My question is also dat. Really I am pissed off. I want some fresh air and also some smoke" I replied as if I was feeling suffocated and wanted to leave this haunted room as my desperate room mate was still outside today with his maal girlfriend Neha. Swadhin came after 1 hour around 10pm with 2 blacks with him. He phoned me to come down and we planned to go to our, smoking place i.e the Siripur Chhak infront of OUAT. He lit up the cigarettes and stared telling me about his experience in Delhi. Today Santosh was not here as he was back at hostel preparing for GATE. As I was taking a 3rd sip from my Black and Swadhin still thinking about the food he took that ni8..I saw a scooty coming out from the OUAT playground. As I watched it go, I realised that it was a girl and after looking clearly, as she took a turn, I realised that it was SNEHA in a black dress. I was STUNNED becoz the "WAY" I wanted to know was somewhere near me. As I called Swadhin to show him wat I noticed, he made my head turn towards the direction he was looking at . I said angrily," What the F...." becoz I was surprised to see some1whom I never expected to be at that place. At that time my phone rang with Santosh's name flashing. I picked up the call with my eyes still on that dark shadow moving away. "Abe kahan he tu? mera gand phaat gayi yaar?" Santosh told me. "W-W-What happened?" I asked him as I was already shocked with the sight I was watching." Are D407 main koi Diary nahin mili..aur mujhe bahut darr lag raha tha..us bhutiya room main..." Santosh said. "Wahan nain milegi ja ke D204 main dekh...Sneha ke Boyfriend ke pass hogi.." I told and I knew exactly what had happened. "Par woh toh Manas aur Raju ka..???? O My God......" Santosh was shocked after telling it. I told him,
" ... Raju is Sneha's Boy Friend....."
(.....to be continued....)
" Mujhe laga kisi ladki ka fone no dene ke liya immediately bulaya hai......haak yaar!.. sara mood kharap kar diya.." replied Santosh jokingly. I said," I forgot to tell you but wen I was his roommate I used to notice that he maintained a Diary and his best friend was his diary." "Hmm.." Santosh said while thinking something. "Okey, kal uss diary ko dhundenge..... par kahan??" asked Santosh with a gloomy face. "His home dude" I replied. But I wanted to know something else also. The thing which was hidden from everybody. The thing which only Pawan and his X knew in our college and nobody else and that is the ' Darkest Secret '. "Sun pehle se start karte hain.." Santosh suggested something and I could see the twinkling stars in his eyes. "Kya karen??" I replied. "Uske ghar ko jane se pehle uska room dekh lete hain" told Santosh. I was feeling like as if I was asked to see Grudge-II sitting alone in room. "Are u nuts?? Abhi jayega?" I said restlessly. "Naik kaam main deri kyun" laughed Santosh saying this. I jus didnt tell anything and went out of the room to get some fresh air. But in my mind I wanted to know some thing. It was well said that "wer there is a will there is a way". There is WILL with me and I have found out the WAY for that WILL.
During the dinner time I saw Raju , Pawan's roommate sitting and was eating quitly. I could understand that he was quite disturbed by the act and the scene he faced. I also heard from Manas, Raju's present roommate , yesterday that Raju wakes up at night and he always remains quite disturbed all the time. He still not able to get over that matter. I went near Raju and asked wat was the matter. He said ," Yaar mujhe kuch accha nahin lagta..I feel as if he is always there doing facebook near me and talking in fone.....". Really I could also feel the same thing bcoz I had lost my FIRST ROOMMATE of my first ever hostel life. I truly missed him. And this was the reason I wanted to know the meaning of "how could she do this to me". I really wanted to know wat that Girl did with Pawan that made him take such a step.
For the 1st time I went to college after that incident. I saw nothing had changed. Still there wer only 2 buses for Day-scholars and the bus superintendent Mr. Sinha-the Pirate Sir was still saying," Give a written application to the Princi (NO Principal at that moment) and we will look forward to it". Still the money for the Tech fest was not sanctioned and hence this year also there would be events with no prize money in the fest. And even now our Branch teachers wer busy with their stuffs. And hence no1 to teach us in our last semester. But there was something which had changed and no1 noticed that. That Pawan was no more and his beloved gf was with somebody else who was still THE LORD VOLDEMORT for us. First day went like dat with no such event and everybody started preparing for the GATE exam. Meanwhile a close friend Swadhin Mota, who was out of station for his CCNA certification along with Bhawani and Deshraj, was back home and was shocked on hearing this news.
"I told you na Rik, that girl is not good. You know her face was like that only. But this is not the reason for his suicide?" Swadhin spoke from the other side of the fone. "That's what dude? My question is also dat. Really I am pissed off. I want some fresh air and also some smoke" I replied as if I was feeling suffocated and wanted to leave this haunted room as my desperate room mate was still outside today with his maal girlfriend Neha. Swadhin came after 1 hour around 10pm with 2 blacks with him. He phoned me to come down and we planned to go to our, smoking place i.e the Siripur Chhak infront of OUAT. He lit up the cigarettes and stared telling me about his experience in Delhi. Today Santosh was not here as he was back at hostel preparing for GATE. As I was taking a 3rd sip from my Black and Swadhin still thinking about the food he took that ni8..I saw a scooty coming out from the OUAT playground. As I watched it go, I realised that it was a girl and after looking clearly, as she took a turn, I realised that it was SNEHA in a black dress. I was STUNNED becoz the "WAY" I wanted to know was somewhere near me. As I called Swadhin to show him wat I noticed, he made my head turn towards the direction he was looking at . I said angrily," What the F...." becoz I was surprised to see some1whom I never expected to be at that place. At that time my phone rang with Santosh's name flashing. I picked up the call with my eyes still on that dark shadow moving away. "Abe kahan he tu? mera gand phaat gayi yaar?" Santosh told me. "W-W-What happened?" I asked him as I was already shocked with the sight I was watching." Are D407 main koi Diary nahin mili..aur mujhe bahut darr lag raha tha..us bhutiya room main..." Santosh said. "Wahan nain milegi ja ke D204 main dekh...Sneha ke Boyfriend ke pass hogi.." I told and I knew exactly what had happened. "Par woh toh Manas aur Raju ka..???? O My God......" Santosh was shocked after telling it. I told him,
" ... Raju is Sneha's Boy Friend....."
(.....to be continued....)
mast lekhuchu dear.....
ReplyDeletethank you simi nani..jus wait for my next chapter..i will publish it once my xam is overr......stay tuned...till then signing off..:)
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