Chapter 5: How to find The Diary..

                        " ...The DIary is not here..."



   Saying that santosh as well joined me and grabbed Raju. "Ab sab kuch sach sach sach bata saale nahin toh tujhe police ke hawale kar dunga.."threatened Santosh. Now Santosh was fired and pissed off of not getting the WILL there in Raju's Cupboard. Being the rommie of Pawan's, he back stabbed him. I thought that this might be the reason of Pawan's death and I directly wanted to interrogate Raju about this. But then the next thing that came into my mind was that the phrase of how could she do this me that I found it written in the notepad. I wanted the answer for that question. At last Raju spoke "Listen I have nothing to do with Pawan's death. He was also dearer to me. When in the last Semester (6th) Sneha broke up with Pawan for some of the Pawan's fault, she..." in between both Santosh and I interrupted. "Pawan' Fault U moron..." "Yes Sneha herself told me, mother's promise" Raju told. Now this was the turning point. That fake lady made the bad impression of our friend after using him and then betrayed him. So, the interrogation with Raju was not that important. So we hugged Raju for what we had done and then left the room after taking the promise of not to reveal anyone about the incident that just happened. That ni8 was really an adventurous 1. Swadhin had taken permission from his mom and was staying in hostel with me as I had a good reputation in front of his parents. Santosh wanted to study for GATE but this situation was such that he wanted the answers before getting into his preperations. Meanwhile another friend of ours and the talanted Bhwani suddenly appeared as he was playing counter-strike in the hostel. He requested Swadhin to drop him home and left after cracking some jokes. After he and Swadhin left, I told Santosh everything which I saw that ni8. "That is a bitch man...really how could she do this..Pawan ke room mate k saath,.." Santosh was really tensed at that moment. But he also tola that he didnt found any diary of Pawan in Raju's self. "Kya us waqt koi tha uske room main??" I enquired. "Manas was talking with Hk at that time outside his room..and I took the advantage. But dude I didnt find any clue about Raju and Sneha's relationship" asked Santosh. I also wanted that prove for that thing. but the main hurdle in front of us was HOW??
       Pissed of this situation and all the puzzles , I opened my facebook account and started playing some online games. GATE was approaching nad my preparation was nil. I had already told my father that I was going to get IIT this time or else I wont be going home. "Home man...Uske k ghar main jaa k dekhte hain.." I told Santosh and at was happy for that time about the ray of hope. So at least that ni8 was eventless and we started preparing for GATE. Swadhin joined us after 2 hours. We promised that untill we get any clue we wont tell anything or wont interrogate anything with Raju or anybody else.
      "2 din aur and after that we can enjoy our final semesters.." told Dibya a dark complexioned scholar in the class the next day. Everybody were a bit confident about scoring good in the upcoming GATE xam. But I was quite sad that 1 student would be less as expected and that was Pawan. He was a dedicated mechi student and last time scored 97.5 percentile and just didnt qualified for IISc. So this time he was quite sure of making into it which remained as a dream for ever.
    In the mean while Sneha and Raju were not meeting in the college campus but rather preferd to meet privetely. The reason I told this was I 1nce saw them in a mall about 3 Kms from the Hostel and at 8 pm when I was retuning from a book store in Bapuji Nagar colony . I didnt want to make them know about us knowing or doubting them.

Just the meanwhile when I was going towards the Library to return my books, a sweet voice from my behind called me "Excuse me Rik...". When I turned mack, Sneha was standing behind me in a tensed manner. "...I want to talk something important..."

Chapter 4: Will Is there

                                      " ... Raju is Sneha's Boy Friend....."


That night was something different. I and santosh were astonished after knowing the WILL and finding the WAY. But one thing that was echoing in both of our ears was that "How and Why". "Seriously Rik I am not able to figure it out why Raju has done this" asked santosh in a puzzled. "Of course man he is a psycho and wanted a girl to fulfil his hunger" i replied. "So Rik lets behave in a normal way , we shouldnt drag anyone's attention. Agar kisiko kuch be suukk hua toh everything what we have got will be lost". I nodded my head in affirmation.

Next day was a new day with the WILL being flashed infront of us. But the main question was where to start. "Are tum logon ko aaj college nahin jana hai kya??" asked Hk coming into the room. I and santosh were asleep after a long discussion. That day we had to submit our Final Sem project reports. So I dressed up quickly nad got ready to go. I and Santosh were the last ones to leave for the college. The bus had already left and we had to catch an auto infront of the Siripur Chhak to goto the college. After reaching college we dashed to the laboratory to watch Swadhin mota getting trashing from the sweet Annapurna , our lab instructor. "You FInal year electrical student and so eiiyee?" she was shouting to swadhin. Well in the beginning I couldnt understand what the 'eeiiyee' was. Hk told "abe eeiiyee means "MADAR****"!!! and smiled at me. I was like "WHat the hell this lady was talking about" . After all these drama at last out reports were submitted and I got 'O" (outstanding marks) in this subject.

The next thing that was important on that days schedule was the Viva in Electrical Machine's II. The toughest  viva in whole Electrical Engineer's life. While I wasgoing towards the staff room for the Viva I saw Raju near the water cooler (drinking water stand). I couldn't control my anger and was going towards Raju when Santosh interrupted me. "Shaannt mere bhooke shaer shaannt. Sabki bari aayegi. Jus be calm." he told while relaxing me. I cooled and let that moment pass. Seriously, the thought of Raju being the reason behind the suicide was making me RESTLESS.

My Viva was over and it was Ok Ok type. But the main hurdle for me was to solve the mystery of Pawan's Death and the actual reason behind it.
Few years back when I was in 3rd sem:
"Yaar I want to be a RnD chief in an automobile industry",  Pawan told me. "Haan yaar, tu toh bahut hi aahca engineer hai na!!" I pulled his legs while saying this to me. "Yaar I have to do a lot of things. This is the only life I have got and I have to do something to make my parents proud." I was taken aback with his words.
Those words rang in my ears when I was giving my Viva. After the viva was over I dragged santosh to a corner and told "I have to tell you something Important". "What??" asked he. Then I narrated evrything to santosh about that day's conversation between Pawan and me. "Well isse tu kya kehna cahta hai mere bhai?" asked santosh in a lazy manner. "I thing there is something more in this KHICDI of pawan's death" I replied. "Sun aaj Raju ka room check karte hain. Our 2nd most important point to get Pawan's diary." Santosh said and went to the canteen. I stood there to plan how to enter into the CASTLE and then I too went to the canteen to join others.

That night I and santosh around 8pm met in the common room to discuss theway to enter into the CASTLE as at that time no one was there. And then headed toward the room D-204 where Raju was staying with Manas. Santosh had already asked Manas to stay away from his room for 2 hours by asking him to bring something for that days Dinner. He does whatever you say if there is food involved in it. Hence he happily agreed. "Are Raju mujhe mera woh Lyrics ka notebook cahiye" santosh asked Raju immediately after entering the room. "Kaunsa notebook?" raju asked in a puzzled manner. "Rook main dekhta hoon tere cupboard main" santosh told and went near the cupboard. While doing this Raju interrupted him. Seeing this i caught hold of Raju and my moment was with me now and tight slap on his fucking face. "What the FUCK?" replied raju in a instant manner. "Say are u the BF of SNeha?" I asked him and signalled Santosh to search the cupboard. "B B w-w-who told you?"raju asked thunderstruck. " I saw you and Sneha yeserday near siripur" i replied back. After listening this he was jus trying to go away but my hold was firm this time and he was unable to go anywhere. "No she is not my GF but we are close friends" raju replied. "How close?" I asked watching santosh in the corner of my eyes and he was searching like anything. "No-No you are misunderstanding me". "Abe misunderstand toh ab hum tujhe karenge" santosh told after searching and told me.....
                                           


                                            ".....The Diary is not here...."